I’m probably the minority on this, but I’m not ready for this pregnancy to end. I love being pregnant and watching my baby move inside. Perhaps I’m not excited for it to be over next month because this is the last baby I will probably have. My son is 11, daughter 3, and I’ll be 41 next month. I always wanted three kids and after miscarrying in March 2018, this rainbow baby brought new joy to my aching heart. I just don’t know how to face the realization that I won’t be pregnant again. I know that I don’t know what the future holds, but it’s not likely I will have another. Anyway ... I’m enjoying every minute (even the non-sleeping, swelling, shortness of breath and feeling like a rollie pollie). These times I will miss. And I know holding my newborn daughter will make it all worth it & ease the sadness I feel right now.