I never wanted to post this 😓

My husband and I have had our problems. Like every relationship. He was the most amazing genuine person I had ever fallen in love with. He took my son in whenever his biological dad stepped out. He was amazing. I love his family. To pieces. They made me feel so welcome and amazing. But then he cheated on me. And it caused me to have trust issues. But along all this way, we had been trying for a baby. We had 6 early miscarriages. Well. Back in May, we found out I was pregnant. I’m due in January. He’s never been the type to walk out on me or my son. But now, he is. He’s rude to me. He doesn’t care about seeing my son. He doesn’t care about going to my doctors visits. He left me Friday night. I was heartbroken. Begging for him back. Begging for it to work. Crying my eyes out. I haven’t ate in 3 days. But! Then he came to my house yesterday with hickeys all over him. It broke my heart. And I told him not to come near me because that’s the biggest let down. When I asked how long we’d been over, he said three days. And I said and you’re already having sex with other people. And he laughed his ass off.

He told me since I’m being a bitch about him having sex with other people, to give him money back for my nausea medicine & not to message him the next time I need something. I told him about my pregnancy and what all was going on cause me, my son and this baby was all he cared about. I told him I was sick and felt like hell and all he said was okay. I told him I’m going to get kicked out of our place and he said “better be finding a new roommate then” he’s on the lease. This man has done a complete turn around and turned into the biggest piece of shit I’ve ever met. If anyone has advice , I’d gladly appreciate hearing it.