Having a heart sucks

I just got dumped and it hurts so much. Will the pain ever stop? Why does it hurt so much? I want it stop. I want it to go away.

I don't have anyone to talk to about this.

I trusted this guy to not hurt me. I've been hurt so much in the past by my family, my parents especially. He promised he wouldn't hurt me.

I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I feel so lost. I thought I'd experienced the greatest pain from the abuse I face at home, but I was wrong.