Here's my story and I know I'll be judged but that's fine because I'm in a baf situation and don't know how to handle it. I just found out I'm 5 weeks pregnant which was a complete shock. I had paraguard inserted back in December and followed up with my appointments and when I went to the ER this week they said the IUD WAS NOT THERE 😑😞 I told my ex boyfriend who I recently broke up with on fathers day (3 years together) & lets just say he is furious at me. He doesn't want the baby at all and wants me to have an abortion. He is 49 and he just doesn't want to be a father again because his children are grown. I have 4 children myself and it's a struggle. I'm a nursing assistant and we don't make much money. If I a abortion this will be my third one and I just don't know if I can go threw that again. My last abortion was back near Halloween and the baby would've been born the end of June and here I am finding out thr end of June I'm pregnant again. It's kinda making me feel like God wants me to have the baby. I don't have a good family or friend system so I come to you guys for advice on what to do with my pregnancy. After 4 children and 2 abortions my DOCTOR WONT TIE THEM. Believe me I've asked numerous times and they say I'm young and not married. Even went to 3 other doctors who said the same thing. If it was up to me they would be tied two children ago. I'm 28 going on 29. Thank you in advance