About 3 months ago me and the man I truly truly loved and adored broke up. And he dropped me like it was absolutely nothing. Completely ignored my existence after we literally started planning a wedding. He was my best friend. We lived together for almost two years and he was just about my only friend. But he was everything. Nothing feels real anymore? When I think back to our relationship it hardly felt like it happened? Like idk what I was doing for the most important two years of my life? I don’t feel real? Will anything feel real again? How the fuck do I get over this?