My 🐱🐱🐱

So I was hanging out with my ex bf tonight and we’ve been hooking up a lot lately. Anyways we were drinking a little bit and he told me that I should blow him and I said you never go down on me so it goes both ways. And he said I don’t go down unless it taste like water and I got really mad at tried leaving and he stopped me a couple times I’m really crying at this point and Then I said my other ex never had an issue and loved doing it and he said well you used to taste better back then then now. And I started balling and he stopped me in my car like an hour from leaving saying he didn’t mean it and it really hurt my feelings and he said it was an ego thing cuz he was jealous and he said if you leave right now we’re done and don’t text me some pity paragraph and I said I won’t. And he watched me leave and I cried and he’s like I’ve told you a million times I didn’t mean it. Would you hold this grudge? It kinda made me feel self conscious. My ex loved it but my other ex this one said he never really does it / did. And I’m like well either way it still hurt my feelings a lot cuz he hasn’t in a really long time.