No judgment please.

I don’t know who I am anymore and I feel worthless. Being called stupid, retarded, pathetic and dumb is starting to ware me down. I just feel like I made the mistake of taking my ex back. He left me and fhe kids when our baby was 6 weeks old. Within hours he denied having a fiancé. In March I decided to work through things but since then, I get cut down and he’s mean to me now. “Know your worth” is such an easy thing to preach..my self confidence is low.. I’m not wanted and I feel ugly about myself. It’s crazy how a person you love can be the one who easily cuts you down. I’m to the point of thinking no one will ever love me after this...😓 i cry almost everyday...issues get flipped on me.