Am I selfish or is he just an ass...

So I just had a baby a week ago.....so I've been hurting...not only that pumping breast milk and each time my nipples are sore....and reason why I pim because my nipples are flat and it's hard for baby to latch on...anyway...this bf of mine gets mad because I don't want to let him suck and lick on my breast after I done told him numerous of times that they are sore and sometimes hurting from all the pumping that I'm doing..but he seems to think that him sucking them will cure the soreness..I think he just want something to do sexually since we can't have sex right now and since he whines about it its turning me off sexually from him..not to mention he sits and drank e&j liquor and beer half the day and don't want get a job and I'm on maternity leave right now...or brush his teeth or rinse his mouth out and I don't want to smell it nor want it lingering on my breast possibly pumping into the baby milk...we have been arguing since about 2 weeks before this about him getting a job...now it's about sucking my sore breast...I'm about ready to leave his ass because I'm sick of his drunken hot mess and arguing damn near every night...I haven't had any decent sleep almost a week now because everytime I'm dosing off he try to sneak and do it anyway...am I being selfish orbis he being a total asshole???

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So I asked him to leave the night before last because we got into another arguement about him sucking my sore breast again...drunk like always he ran up on me like he was gonna hit me...but didn't I asked him to leave and he wouldn't....so the next day he left with a couple of his homeboys....I look into my wallet and he took a card that no longer worked...I been took my money off the card months ago because I got tired of him taking it and put in on another card that I hid in another compartment of my purse🤭🤭🤭....so I had my dad come over so I can rent a uhaul truck to move mine and my baby's things...and made sure I left nothing but the curtains up one blanket and a roll of tissue and a little note beside the tissue that read:Clean your shit up...you're a drunken mess that turns u into an asshole that I can't stand...since u wouldn't leave I am.....I'm sick of u and hope u can find someone that will put up with your mess!!!!!!!

🤣🤣🤣🤣 I put some of my things in a storage and got the thing the baby and I needed and got an extended stay hotel room until next week I'm gonna be working on a new place to stay...came to a conclusion that me and my baby deserve better then some sorry drunk bastard that don't want to get his shit together and stealing from me....I guess when he got to the apartment he called me crying and sobbing like a bitch begging me to tell him where I went and I told him I'm not telling him anything.....my dad snatched the phone and told him to man up and to leave me alone because I no longer wanted to be with him and if he finds out that he's anywhere near me that he was gonna have to deal with him and I hung up....he called about an hour later telling me how he was gonna take me to court and get custody of the baby blah blah blah...and like I told him u don't work anywhere and always drunk so he's not getting custody of nothing.....and I hung up...he kept calling so I turned my phone off and got the best sleep that I deserved since about 2 weeks ago!!!!!!I will be changing my number....he will not be knowing where I'm at or where I'm going next...I hope he gets himself together and have money for food rent and lights next month or back to his sister's basement he go!!!!!!feels so good to have a piece of mind!!!!!!! Thanks ladies!!!!