Need advice

My husband called me his ex-wife name and didn’t apologize and makes me feel like I the be should be sorry. I went to the bathroom crying in a bouncy area and not once did he come and get me or txt to say can we talk. So yes I’m hurt then I got so mad I chewed and cuss him out he didn’t be the Husband or the man I thought he was of apologizing. I already have bad self esteem issues from a broken marriage before where my ex cheated on me nonstop. And I don’t know how to handle this.