Just know mommy loved you (and still does) even though I didn’t know about you until months later because I didn’t know I lost you until I opened up about that “odd period” that turned out to be a miscarriage which was you... mommy wanted you since I was 16 I know I was young but I wanted you... when I met your daddy I was 18 and daddy was 21... your daddy was the best boyfriend mommy had but mommy was going through so much stress and pain at home that I pushed daddy away… so daddy had enough of mommy’s pushing him and his family (your grandparents, tío, and tío’s wife) away that daddy broke up with mommy… mommy still loves your daddy but unfortunately mommy and daddy will never be together again because daddy has a girlfriend but daddy always comes back because of you.. I know your daddy loves you but daddy doesn’t love me anymore so I need the strength to block your daddy because he has a girlfriend... my love for you is so strong that I wish you were here you would be a month or 2 old... mommy would have been so happy if you were here and so would daddy but I wouldnt want a broken household for you I would want us together... GOD only knows the plan he has for your mommy and daddy... he knows your mommy and daddy weren’t ready for you and has a different plan for us but I really wish he would have gave you to me... 😭💔