So I have been trying for almost 4 years now !! My daughter is about to turn 7 and back story me and

Y husband wanted to wait till she’s was 2 to start trying to have time to enjoy her as time went by I regret waiting because it’s been so hard to convince we’ll stay pregnant I always have a miscarriage

Now sorry my thing is I feel like my daughter is too old now to have another baby everyone points fingers at me saying it’s my fault and I shouldn’t be trying anyone and breaks my heart because no one ones I’ve had 5 miscarriages and lost twins at 3 months and had to have a tube removed that I have cried so much over it and everything I’ve gone threw but am at a point that I tell myself should I just stop should I just give up I also found out that my remaining tube is blocked as well I feel like everything against me and even if I get surgery to flush my tube I’ll have to wait again more time and my daughter would be almost maybe 9!!! Help me Please idk what to think!!!