9dpo tick tock

God I hate waiting for af to show, af is due on tuesday I took a test tbus afternoon knowing it would be negative but did it anyway.

I have no real symptoms but I dont think I did with my last two pregnancy either. I feel tired as anything, but it's also coming up to my sons 1st angel birthday be was stillborn last july, and my daughters due date is also soon but she died in February.

I feel sicky this morning but veen fine since I told myself to early for symptoms.