i’m confused? but i need a second opinion

So all of middle school i would say i was bi/pan. And i did date a few boys but i honestly hated it, i just figured i leaned more towards girls. but recently i’ve been thinking about it and i was thinking “maybe i’m a lesbian” but i still think guys are cute, i don’t want to date them and i really only feel the desire to date girls. is it normal for y’all to think guys are cute even though y’all are lesbians? like i’m pretty sure it is, i just need others opinions