Someone tell me what this means!

Emma

So me and my husband just got married and the night of our honeymoon he was giving me head (oral sex) I have this sensation that I have to pee but it feels so good so I try to hold it in because I don’t want to pee on him and upset him. Ever since then I won’t let him give me head because I am afraid that it will happen again. Because this has never happened to me before. Does