The wait

Ugh i’m 5 weeks and have had dark red bleeding this morning every time i go toilet and now it’s just the wait game. Why can i just bleed it all out at once and be done so i don’t have to keep thinking about it every time i go. 😞 i told myself not to get excited so early on and yet i did and now i’m left feeling silly because it’s happened all over again. I just want to lay in bed and sleep my week away