So damn painful
Ever since school started after a 1 month holiday, I've never been smiling that much or is my usual self in school, many teachers kept asking me is there's something wrong and I know explaining to them is tiring so I just said no. The past few days I've been really depressed and I think I've never been this depress before, I don't cut when I'm depress just sometimes when I really feel hopeless and useless, all I do is just cry and cry. The cause of my depression used to be my family fiancial issues but now it's because I'm lonely. I do have friends to eat with and all but I know they aren't really my friends. One of them hates me and she tries to steal my other friends from me when she's alone and I always ended up being alone after that. I wish life was easier, I'm so damn tired, I just want to swallow all of the sleeping pills and never wake up. 15 year old dealing with this is too much.
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.