For the past year I’ve been so jealous, almost angry at anyone who announced a pregnancy. I’ve pushed my friends away. Ive pushed my husband away. I’ve cried myself to sleep. I’ve questioned god.

My last appointment was tough. I just wanted a diagnosis. I just wanted to know what was wrong with me! Well, I’m still unexplained infertility.

He told us the next step would be <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, and then <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I was aggravated. If everything is normal, why can’t I get pregnant naturally? My husband and I discussed the pros and cons of both procedures. The fact that <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> is only a 15-20% success rate really made us want to skip to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. But the cost of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> really made us want to put that money toward adoption. I mean, I would love to carry our child. I just don’t want to go into <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> debt!

So after months of jealousy, envy, questions and anger. I’m finally able to let go.

I’m not angry anymore.

I’m not jealous of other women anymore.

To be honest, I’m quite happy for them.

YOU👏GO👏GIRL

You did it!

Maybe one day we will move forward with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> but I just don’t think I want to right now. My friends can’t understand my reasoning. But something clicked and I’m Ok.

So here’s to me letting go of constantly revolving my life around trying to get pregnant. If it happens great, if not IM OK! ❤️