I am trying so hard to be happy about this pregnancy. I just quit my job to stay home with my first child and now I find out I'm pregnant again, totally unplanned. It's already been a huge adjustment not working and now I'm going to have another baby. I know I should be thankful I even can get pregnant. But it's hard and the timing is off. I know everything will be okay but damn I could use margarita ... 😣 (I of course won't have one)

I'm 8 weeks and haven't even scheduled an appt yet I guess cause I'm still in denial.