I want a baby so fucking badly. I'm 20, my bf is 21- YES I understand that is young and we've been dating for 3 years and I've never been in steady BC. We've always just did what we do you know? Well the past year we had a miscarriage at 6 weeks and it absolutely broke my heart into a billion pieces. Well, since then it's been a NTNP.... and this past week he mentioned that he would love to have a baby right now, he mentions kids a lot and how he cant wait to be a dad. I told him I was ovulating this week and asked if he wanted to wear a condom... he said NO!!! Came in me all 4 times that week.... now, we haven't openly said were TTC cause I think in his head it scares him but I'm really hoping I get a positive test in 2 weeks but terrified of another MC....