So long story sorry .....

When I found out I was pregnant the guy I thought was going to be so happy turn out to be so mean to me.. he made me hate the fact the I was pregnant and wish that it never happened! I started being okay with it when I turned 7 months it was so hard for me to understand how someone I thought loved me turned out to be so different.... so now I’m 38wks and I will be scheduling an induction date tomorrow for medical reason ..... I don’t want him in the room because for months he made me hate myself and what I was making but now coming to have her he wants to be in the room but ever part of me doesn’t want him there at all I don’t feel like he should get the joys of it since he didn’t want her !! I don’t know what I should do I was raised with a big as heart and I don’t want to be mean to him but he was mean to me when I needed him the most !! Just need a little help please!!! Don’t have a best friend y’all are my friends so please give your advice!!!