I have my five year old daughter comforting me.. telling me everything is going to work out.

How fucking sad is that?

She is such a strong girl and I am a weak mama.

Her dad, my boyfriend of almost 10 years decided to leave today. Apparently I have been trying to push him away and it hurt him.

Bullshit.

He's cheated and I took him back (3x)

It's my fault for allowing it.

He'd rather be single. Or with the last whore.

My head hurts.

I can't stop crying. How do I be ok? He said I am the love of his life but won't talk to me. Tells me to move on. (Its been 3 hours)

Tells me to let go. I will let go but I am pissed, and sad and hurt. I need to be strong but it is hard. I can't stop crying. My head hurts like crazy.