1. This pregnancy has me waking up every morning at 5am for no reason and cant go back to sleep

2. Thatd the perfect time for no-good worry thoughts. This thursday is my appointment to make sure my HCG levels are going up and.... I'm so scared. What if we go and they've not gone up? Were only 4 weeks and I had a billion positive pregnancy tests, but my last miscarriage was a mmc and I'm terrified of finding out about miscarriage in an appointment again. I'm terrified. I just want to go a full 9 months and end up with a baby in my arms.