Beta results 😞

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Got my positive on Sunday, granted it was faint. Went to the doctor yesterday and got lab work done, hcg is at 57. They want me to go back Friday to see if it doubles.. I've had 3 miscarriages so far with 2 of those being ectopic. I dont know whether to be excited, scared of losing it or scared of my tube rupturing. This is pure torture I feel like. 😑😞