My husband mourns the loss of my pre-pregnancy body for over 18 months.

I’m 20 pounds heavier and I could have use some weight before baby.

I had a c section but I’ve also been working really hard with pelvic floor exercises.

We’ve had sex 2 times in 18 months!

We tried a 3rd time but we got interrupted and haven’t tried since.

We’ve been together for 15 years!

After the first 5 years of dating he gain 20lbs but it never changed the fact that I loved him and wanted him. He still was a good looking guy.

He says he loves me and wants me but he just doesn’t think about sex anymore and life has been too busy.

I have friends and I fill my time...

But I’m getting lonely...

I haven’t told anyone else for his pride

I needed share somewhere because I don’t know what else to do at this point.