I can’t go into details but my life with my relationship has gone to shit a little over a week ago.... and when I think things can’t get worse I get a call saying I have to pay my car insurance this month when I don’t even start working again until the end of the month (on maternity leave) bc my SO decided to make his own account and leave me to pay mine when he knows I’m broke. But truly that’s not even the core issue....I’m just heartbroken. Like I said before I won’t go into details but things went badly and I’m soooo terribly sorry for how things went down with the situation. Is it possible to be so mad at someone but also miss the person so terribly? I wonder if he feels sorry or any guilt at all? I guess I’m trying to find good in what he did to me. Again, I think it’s heartbreak. Yes, I’m seeing a psychiatrist to help me and that is actually working very well.... I know there’s not much for anyone to go on reading this... I

guess I just wanted to vent to people who don’t know me. Super tired of my friends and family telling me what to do etc...