Molar pregnancy...

Background : I had a d&c due to a molar pregnancy.

Tonight I’m just really in my feelings. I thought I was doing okay with not being upset for a little while. Then tonight it just hit me as I was sitting here scrolling through YouTube and saw a video of someone announcing they were pregnant and then showing an ultrasound video with the baby and hearing the heartbeat for the first time. It was so beautiful.

I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m hurt. I keep thinking why? Why did this have to happen?

Everyone just expects me to get over it. Like I shouldn’t even be upset anymore.

My d&c was May 22nd.

“It’s been a while.” “It wasn’t even really a baby.” “You can just try again.”

I just want to cry and scream at the same time.

I guess just needed to vent a little. I know you ladies understand.