Anybody else?

Ka

So long story short, After having my baby in August I got the Mirena iud and it made me into a monster. Gave me horrible anxiety and depression. I got it taken out and tapered off meds and most days I feel great. A few days out of the month I have breakdowns but they aren’t near what they were. But sometimes I have so much anxiety. When this happens I don’t sleep. I can’t relax. I’m just freaking out over everything. Sometimes when I go downstairs all by myself to sleep I can relax right away. Is it weird that sleeping next to my husband doesn’t help my anxiety and I just want to be alone? When I go down to the room alone I feel weight lifted. It’s so weird to me. He hates it but understands that it helps me. I’m wondering if my busy mom life just doesn’t give me enough alone time so maybe that’s why. Idk. Anybody else have anything like this?