Im really not expecting anyone to respond or even read this.. i just need to vent because i feel alone and isolated. Feeling helpless and i dont want to get depressed. Shit is just going bad within the last month. Unfortunately i was sexually assaulted went through the most uncomfortable time with police and hospital. Im having a hard time dealing with that. Then life is like okay lets throw another bump in the road. I was doing great financially then things took a turn for the worse im struggling soo fucking bad. I cry everyday. I dont want to lose my home, my car i dont want to have to take kensie (my three yr old) out of daycare. It sucks having family that has money and can help me telling me they cant. And now i may be pregnant it could be the guy that assaulted me child and but due to all my stress i think i may be having a miscarriage. Idk i wish i could find $500 dollars on the ground that would take away majority of my stress.. i need a counselor or therapist as well. I pray everyday asking god for something. Truing to give my stress and worry to god but fuck 😭😭 i really just want a shoulder to lean on man.

Anyway gotta get ready for work time to bitch my outside world face on and pretend like its alll alright.