It’s been almost a year since I saw this test... my heart burst with so much joy I couldn’t seem to contain it. I wanted everyone to now that finally we did it! I took 2 more tests to follow and the line was there as well. I felt so much peace in my heart knowing that I was going to be a mother. Unfortunately as the days went on the test became lighter and eventually I started bleeding. we were crushed. Since then we hadn’t had a positive pregnancy test, until the other day. I wasn’t sure what to believe as it was slightly past the “timeframe window” that the line began to get darker. I felt like I could see it before, but then it became undoubtedly there. I still have no idea if we are pregnant, and I fear to let my mind wander. I also know though that with each test we take and each time we try, we are one step closer.

If you’re like me and my husband, and your struggling to find the light in what seems to be a dark time, feel free to leave a comment. Let’s take this post and turn it into something so bright. Let’s lift each other up and help to ease the pain so many of us feel. I will pray for each and every one of you. Ultimately God is the only one who can open and close a womb, but he hears our prayers. To that we must trust in him.