My boyfriend of almost a year broke up with me and left. While he was packing his shit he told me I needed to go back to the doctor and get my medicines checked. And that nobody could ever put up with me. I have to be up for work at 5am. I’m completely losing my mind.

UPDATE: Now he wants to work things out, he says he needs a few days first. Something I have not mentioned is we’ve been together for so long and I still can’t convince him to let me meet his family or SEE WHERE HE LIVES. But I’m crazy for assuming he’s cheating? When he comes home after being MIA for days and he smells like liquor with no explanation for where he’s been? I’m not crazy. That’s crazy. I’m stupid for putting up with him. I love him, but I don’t think he will ever change. I deserve better. But I’m still broken. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I feel sick all the time. I saw him today and he just drove past me and my apartment like I never mattered and ignored my phone call. I actually fucking hate this man.