So idk if I’m super emotional cause I’m on my second day of aunt flow..but I’ve been crying for the past four five days but it’s been because I’m at the stage in my life where it seems like everything is going wrong but my boyfriend remains soooo damn positive and he’s been literally helping me out so much and I’m so appreciative and everytime I think of him I just burst into tears especially when we both are at work ( I work two hours later than him and get off about 45 minutes before him ) and we live together so yeah that’s irrelevant but anyways I’m just venting like wtf we’ve been thru so much in the past five years and still are going thru things together. We’ve been spending every check on getting our car together and we were suppose to move into our first place together this month which we had to get our deposit back because of the car and he’s dealing with child support and we’re both trying to work to get everything paid off so long story short we have a lot of financial issues going on, but I’m greatful because we have his mom who’s a wonderful support system..on top of I’m in the process of trying to unblock my tubes naturally because I can’t afford surgery I’m not sure if insurance pays for it but I’m not stable right now anyways so that can wait so why not try the natural route for a few months ya know??! Lol so yeah I just wanna say to y’all ladies who have a man that tries..even if he messed up in the past don’t take him for granted *crying as I type this * I’ve taken my man for granted for so long because I resented the old him but I woke up a while ago like I cannot lose this man in life anymore, as long as he treating me good and doing good by me, trying on top of being a father..I gotta keep him!! He use to take me for granted until he lost me and he got it together and I cannot do the same !!! Thanks for reading 😢😢😊😊😊