After a devastating miscarriage in November and almost a year of trying were pregnant with our rainbow baby!! But I can’t help but not feel excited because of being worried😭 I feel so bad for this baby because some days I forget that I’m pregnant on purpose for the fear that I’m gonna get attached and get my heart broken again. We had our ultrasound on Monday at 8 weeks 1 day an everything looked great with a heart beat of 176💕 Anybody else feel like this? I feel horrible 😭