My heart is broken. 💔

Why is trying to have a baby so hard? i just found out yesterday that my best friend is pregnant. both of my bf’s cousins are pregnant as well, with their 2nd babies. me and my bf have been trying about year now and nothing. negative test after negative test. idk how all you beautiful women deal with this! it breaks my heart every single time i see a negative test. i quite literally want to crawl in a hole and die!