I don’t even know how to feel..

Brianna • 10/21/17💍 1/31/21💙 1/26/24🎀

My husband and I have been trying for baby #1 for two years now with no luck. Last month I got tested to see if anything was wrong with me but nothing really popped up. My husband is convinced he is the reason why we can’t have children. For almost 3 years now he has had an infection pop up so he would go and get medicine for it and then it would go away. Well this time it came back and he got different news this time. Apparently his veins in his left testicle was very inflamed and was told he might need surgery. His doctor sent us to the urologist to have them check it out and then they told us he needs to get a sperm analysts test. We will be getting that done soon but I have so many different feelings about this. I’m frustrated and upset because we have been trying so hard to have a baby and now this happens. I just pray that when we get the tests back we have good news.