We have our good days. I’m happy laughing. Then we have our bad days. Normal. I understand. But there are habits and sort of routines in our relationship.

When we first started dating, he would tell me I’m beautiful all the time. Ask me about my day. Have a conversation with me. PUT HIS OHONE DOWN.

I feel like the last 2/3 of our time together, after he got comfortable, he does none of it.

I feel like I have to beg him for attention. I just want 5 minutes of attention that I don’t have to ask for. It’s like, I’ll ask... wait awhile. Give him a chance to do it. & he doesn’t. He knows when I’m on my period, I get a little more needy. I need just one extra hug, one compliment or SOMETHING!?!! I just want to be loved on.. 😔

Am I too needy? Is this my fault? Do I ask for too much? I noticed today that he hasn’t ask me about my day in a very long time. I ALWAYS ask about his day.

I feel like he isn’t concerned about my good or bad in my everyday life..

Then, days that I feel like this (once a month aka AF) when he finally gives me a couple of minutes of undivided attention, he huffs about it. Throws his phone down like I’m inconveniencing him... then I don’t even want it anymore. I know that backwards, but I want him happy to make me happy. I feel so torn & selfish or..... I don’t know.... anytime I ask him to cuddle there is ALWAYS an excuse.. “I’m tired, I’m fixing to get up, I just ate, blah blah blah!!! Maybe tomorrow” so I ask “can you tomorrow?” & his reply is maybe.. so tomorrow comes & goes.. I get over it for awhile but some days I just need some loving.... 😥

There’s plenty good about him ... I’m just bothered by the bad. This is seriously the worst part about our relationship! It’s the root of any argument !! Every time.