Finally 38 weeks!

Ive finally made it to 38 weeks and I'm so ready to be done! Between the pelvic pain since 20 something weeks and contractions since 34 weeks, I am doooone. I want to meet my little girl but I'm also terrified! What if I'm not a good mother? What of something goes wrong? Honestly, I'm scared of the process of labor as well. I'm terrible with pain and my anxiety has been through the roof lately too. I have a really bad habit of holding my breath when I'm in pain too which I know is not good. Ugh! I'm scared but so ready! Any advice for a ftm?

On another note, the july group is getting smaller and smaller everyday! Holy poop so many cute babies!!! I can't wait to join in on showing off the little one!! :D