Before I got pregnant I've always had some mental health issues such as depression and panic disorder. Im 14 weeks and I feel like its been so much worse now that I am pregnant, I feel such loss of hope and talking to people doesn't help as much as it used to. My S/O has been bitter also and not very supportive and it adds on. It is so strong and I feel so alone, I dont mean to complain on here, I'm just in a hole and I feel very stuck and like it's on me like a leech I cannot get off. I'm 19, almost 20, not in a good financial situation, my boyfriend has a drug problem and basically glorifes it, and I don't have a lot of friends at all that I can talk to. I'm sorry if this just isn't the right place to post. Don't know what to do..