Always BFN


So it’s that time in my cycle again where I’m coming toward the end of the TWW and I’m peeing on sticks hoping and praying that two lines appear. Yet it’s always just the one line. I spend a few minutes looking at it, squinting, tilting and moving the test around like that’s going to suddenly make two lines appear. Then I leave it and feel so down that I’ve lost another month to stupid unexplained infertility. Then an hour goes by before I go back and repeat the process of trying to convince myself there’s a second line when clear as day it’s a negative test. I must spend hours looking at a negative test thinking I’m sure I can see a second line if I squint a little. Why do we put ourselves though it 😔.