So yesterday I found out my baby sister(she just turned 19 and I’m 32) got married yesterday. Here I am with my BF of 12 years with 3 kids.

I got my GED in 2018 after struggling with the math for a year. I failed the math portion twice and I passed with a score of 146 and the minimum to pass was a 145.

I enrolled in my community college two days after I passed my GED. I started my first semester in fall of 2018. I’m doing great in school I have a GPA of 4.0 and I’m in the high honors. Something I should be proud of myself about. Yet I feel like a failure because it took me until I was 30 to get my life together.

The fact that I’ve been with the same man for 12 years and I’m still not good enough for him to make me his wife.