Ovulation rant

This whole TTC is making so upset, I started using opks this month and have yet to get a positive. I must not be doing these damn tests right!! I'm already on CD14 and I have pains in my ovaries which I usually get every month. We havent gotten to BD as much this week. Idk what else to do. I don't have the time to temp so I'm opting out of that. Maybe I'll ovulate later? The 2 times a day I test I stay with a faint line and its discouraging me. Maybe I'm broken 😭😭😭