I am in need of some positivity right about now. I had a missed miscarriage my first pregnancy on March 11 (I was 10 weeks measuring 7/8) and have been TTC since then.

I started feeling my old pregnancy symptoms so I took a clearblue digital on the day my period is due and got a BFN. I was so sure that I’m pregnant because I’m very in tuned with my body so I took an easy@home hcg pregnancy test. Sure enough I saw a strong line. I took another one the day after and it was stronger. Then I took another one the day after and it’s lighter. It’s causing so much anxiety for me to see the lines fluctuate!

It’s been two days since I took the clearblue digital so I’m going to take another one today to confirm but I can’t stop thinking about what happened to my last pregnancy. How do you stop worrying about that? Are there success stories out there after first pregnancy miscarriage?

I have no idea how I’m going to get through the first trimester. I’m currently 4 weeks and 2 days if I am pregnant.