Hey, I’m just posting on here for some support nd to talk to people who’s gone though what I have, I was kind of pushed in to my decision by family and friends,

And I’m struggling with what has happened is it normal to hate myself nd keeping thinking what if, I haven’t long lost my Dad either and I went to a spiritualist who brought up my pregnancy and told me my Dads up there with my Baby boy and I just wish I could turn back time and have both them back, my closest friend is pregnant who’s has just recently found out she’s having a boy and I’m happy for! But I can’t help how much it’s got to me I’m struggling with it big time and I don’t know who to talk to so thought I just write a little bit out that’s on my mind and see if it helps me feel better

I’m sorry for going on, I just typed this out because iv got no other way of getting things out at the moment so found this group, I hope I haven’t upset anyone