I wanted to share my journey

Almost 5 months ago I quited one job cause my boss called me fat.

No this is not the moral of this story.

After a few weeks I started working out cause to be honest I never had a problem with how I looked. But I had another motivation.

I will get to that later on in this story.

After a few weeks my boyfriend and I broke up and I never felt better about a brake-up. No he was not good to me.

I have a really bad back.

I am missing 3 to 4 of the in between spinal coards. I have been in so much pain for over 6 years that I and my doctors had never thought I would be able to live without my painkillers.

My doctors told me I would never be able to walk without pain.

Not to talk about working out.

They advised me to never to have a baby cause my back would collapse.

I have been working out for 4.5 months now.

I could not walk with a full bag of groceries without my legs failing me.

Now I lift 20 kilo's. K squat 55 kilo's and with the legpress I press a 110.

I do sit ups with 10 kilo's extra on to my chest. And I do back lifts with a 10 kilos extra.

I gained weight. But I lost up to 2 clothing sizes.

The main reason why i started working out is cause in my future I see myself with kids and a nice husband playing with them instead of me being high on painkillers watching others kids play.

I wanna prove my doctors wrong and right now I already am.

For 3 months now i'm totally off painkillers.

I work-out without any pain.

And I feel better than I have done in 6 years.

I don't wanna show my weight loss cause I did not lose any.

I wanted to tell you to always listen to your heart and never believe someone cause they went to college.

You just gotta believe in yourself.