I am currently 15.5 weeks with my rainbow baby, and happier than ever. I just bought some new deodorant at the store and applied it and was instantly taken back to my miscarriage in December. It must’ve been the same scent I was wearing at the time and it immediately brought tears to my eyes. It brought back that unique pain I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy. I am so in love with my new baby but also miss my first one right now. It is such an interesting place to be in and I’m just wondering if any of you can relate. ❤️