Confused and frustrated with new symptoms

Update: AF danced her way in right when I got home from work. Brand new af symptoms to try and remember for next time. Just another reminder that af symptoms can mimic pregnancy symptoms 😔

Every cycle since stopping birth control ( Oct 2018) there has been a long list of new symptoms that I ALWAYS think are THE ones I’m looking for.

This cycle I SWEAR has been so different from the others. Sore boobs, light shooting pains, exhausted, random queasy feelings, etc. I started spotting yesterday for a few hours and then nothing today. I’m assuming af is just doing a different dance then normal and is taking her sweet time dancing and twirling around in there just waiting for the most inconvenient time to twirl right on out 💃🏽

I know it’s not over until af has officially arrived but I just feel like I’m waiting for the inevitable. Sigh. Just wanted to rant for a sec.

Today I’m 13 dpo with af’s expected arrival tomorrow. We’ll see what happens 🤷🏽‍♀️