I’m tired. Tired of TTC. Tired of it being easy and effortless for so many in my circle. Tired of being asked when I’m going to have a kid. Tired of friends telling me how great having a kid is. Tired of trying to get my TSH up with pills that make my hair fall out. Tired of not making any progress. Tired of faking a happy face all the time when really I’m in a deep dark place. Tired of always thinking about it. Tired of the fear of anticipation of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>.

To all of you out there who are with me: take time for yourself. Let yourself feel your feelings. Take care.