Advice?

Tequeah

Ok so I’m in an age gap relationship. There’s a fair gap. My partner is the love of my life like I can’t imagine where I’d be without him. We recently moved out of his and his friends place he was sharing to our own place and things started going a bit down hill ever since then. I suffer from bipolar so my moods can vary and I also have a tendency to not sleep for prolonged periods of time then just sleep for 20 hours and this pisses him off to an extreme. I have been prescribed sleeping tablets but I do t like to take them every day because 1. They’re addictive and 2. They make me feel so groggy when I wake up. But because I sleep so long he just ends up getting angry and leaving. I try to explain but he just isn’t understanding. He says it’s not an excuse. We were planning our life together but now I don’t know. We recently had a huge fight that nearly broke us up. Ever since then he hasn’t held me in his sleep which he always has since forever now he just turns his back to me. We had a talk yesterday and thought we cleared it up but then I misplaced something important to him and he lost his shit a bit but calmed down like 5 mins later. Like our relationship when it good it’s soo good but if it’s bad the whole world burns down with it...

advice?