i’m a virgin and i masturbate. but i can only have an orgasm if i watch porn. and sometimes i have a hard time with that. i know orgasms aren’t everything. i’ve had some great sessions without reaching the big o(with and without porn) but i’m looking for ways to help this. i’m only 14 so i don’t have access to toys or anything and i’ve tried penetrating before with makeshift dildos (hairbrush, mascara, etc.) but it’s mainly just been uncomfortable since i’m a virgin. sometimes it feels nice if i use my fingers to penetrate but i have only been able to get off using my clit. and i’ve also tried fantasizing about my partner which has been great but i still can’t orgasm from just that. so are there any tips you have to help me masturbate and orgasm without porn? <3