It’s been more than a year! We started TTC May 2018. Today I made the appt to see my ob/gyn again. She told me we needed to try for a year and if it didn’t happen to go back to see her, so this would be that appt.

My BIL just had a baby with his gf, i am so happy for him, but so sad that it’s not happening to us. They were not even trying 😥

I feel like a bad person for thinking that we are better suited to have a baby than many people who have kids. I feel I shouldn’t feel that way.

I don’t know, I feel like maybe it won’t happen to us, it breaks my heart. I am scared of what could be happening.

I’m heartbroken 😔