I’m sick and tired of everything that has happened I’ve become very ill and shit keeps coming my way I will apologise first for my language I’m very frustrated which has happened within the past hour. I was thinking very positive and happy then I call my other half to find he’s been sacked from his new job he’s been there 6 days and come on I’m the one which is bringing money towards us and our new place we r hoping on getting a place of our own instead of living separate lives with our parents so we both agreed I finished college and passed which I never saw coming and got a job too which was amazing loving every single bit of it then all of a sudden my other half gets a job offer has a interview and starts work the next day full time while I’m doing part time but building my own business too which is hard but it’s getting easy for myself then he loses his job over something stupid I know it’s not his fault but the company is stupid I don’t want to be the one saving money for our house coz at this rate I’ll be living alone I’m so upset I have been battling depression and anxiety very bad this year I have planned to disappear several times crying myself to sleep having problems with my ex I was getting somewhere now I just feel like everything had gone in the fucking Bin now I really don’t wanna be living on this earth also finding I have pcos I have no periods at all and constantly having hospital and doctors appointments it’s at the point of too much and I don’t know who to turn to now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭